July 20, 2025

God gave me great guidance during the homily. It was so clear that He’s trying so hard to save me from my sin. I am very grateful and not worthy at all. I repent.

I had plenty of time to work on my hobbies, including journaling, drawing, and making video games. I am grateful to God for this.

July 19, 2025

Early in the morning, I was asleep, when I heard a distinct knocking sound. I woke up but it was nothing. Then, when I tried falling back asleep, I heard another knocking sound. And then, I started singing the gospel song “Somebody’s Knockin’ at Your Door” in my head. And then I realized that God was trying to tell me something. I realized that He is telling me that I need to repent. It was a huge eye-opener. He not only speaks to me in dreams, prayers, the Bible, and the homily, but know He almost changes reality to get to me, a sinner with a terrible hardened heart. It’s not like I sing that gospel song by myself usually. It’s obviously Him. I am so grateful and not worthy.

He did this multiple times throughout the day. As I was stewing in sin He made me read a Bible verse about not being angry. And then I had a literally eye-opening experience. I am so grateful to God for not giving up on me. I know I’m not worthy. He is so good and awesome.

July 18, 2025

I went to campus and had a great time. I bonded with my colleagues. I’m really grateful to God for this.

My schedule cleared up, which made it better for me. I planned on getting a customized present for my dad and it got done on the spot, which was good. Also, God answered prayers about my health. I am grateful to God for all of these things.

July 16, 2025

I had an amazing outing with my parents. We had a great lunch and an awesome dinner. And there was a shop I’ve been wanting to go to for a while but that had lines waiting to go in. But this time, there were no lines. I got a lot of things that I wanted and, importantly, a hard-to-get item (a game console) that was in stock. And throughout, I was very protected. I am grateful to God for this amazing outing, for making everything go smoothly, and for His protection.

We then needed to transfer data from the old game console to the new one, and I was worried something would go wrong. I prayed to God about this. And it seems everything turned out fine. I am very grateful to God for answering all of my prayers (not just this, but also about protection and not being late).

God made me realize how much He has blessed me and made me resolve to serve Him. I am very grateful to God for this guidance during my Bible meditation session.

July 15, 2025

I had a meeting about my project, and I was quite worried that my professor would be pessimistic about its prospects. But he seemed quite favorable. I am very grateful to God for this and for answering my prayers.

I spent a good amount of time on my video game while also getting enough work done. I am grateful to God for this balanced day and motivation.

July 13, 2025

God gave me perfect guidance during the homily. It was so clear and about my current sin. I am sorry to God and so grateful to Him for His guidance and for not giving up on me. I am not worthy.

I played a board game with my parents and had time to work on my hobbies, including my novel, video game, and journaling. I am grateful to God for this restful day.

July 12, 2025

I sinned terribly but was refusing to repent adequately. God made me repent. I’m so sorry to Him for sinning so terribly and am so grateful to Him for making me repent and not giving up on me. I am not worthy.

I had two events that I was worried could be very bad, and I prayed to God asking Him to help me. He made both turn out completely fine. I am very grateful to God for this, and I am not worthy.

I was frustrated with work but solved most of the problem. I am grateful to God for this.

July 11, 2025

I was a bit stressed about my work but got enough done this day that I am ahead of schedule. I even had time to work on my video game. I am grateful to God for this.

I purchased books on sale but was worried my credit card didn’t go through, making me miss my sale. But it appears that it did work. I am grateful to God for this.