March 27, 2023

I went to the park with my mom to see cherry blossoms. I was worried that there wouldn’t be a lot because of a recent storm, but there were plenty, and the weather was beautiful! I am so grateful to God for this wonderful outing.

Even though I went out, I got quite a bit of work done. I had been stressed about this and am grateful to God for helping me with work.

I was worried recently that my phone had been hacked, and I had been praying to God about it and asking the saints for their intercessions. I was told today that it’s not hacked. I am so grateful to God for answering my prayers.

I committed a terrible sin and refused to repent. I am a wretched sinner. God still guided me and mercifully helped me to repent. I am so grateful and not worthy of His mercy and love.


March 29, 2023

I read an analysis of today’s homily today, and it was just so directly about me. Most of the hypothetical situations it listed were directly things that I had done and was in pain about. It was just so directly about me that I laughed once. It is clearly God’s guidance. And it was also His merciful message of love. I am not worthy. I am a wretched sinner. And I am eternally grateful to God for His unbelievable mercy. Thanks be to God!

March 25, 2023

I sinned terribly today. Like unbelievably terribly. And what’s more, I hid behind a facade of good intentions (that I didn’t even have) and refused to repent. God saved me by showing the depths of my sin. I am begging for God’s mercy, which I am not worthy of. I am eternally grateful for God’s guidance. I am not worthy. I am a wretched sinner. God is awesome.

March 19, 2023

Today’s homily was so about me, not just in terms of the spiritual questions that I have been having, but also just in terms of my identity, and my indisputable life. I am so grateful to God for this unbelievably clear guidance. I am not worthy of His guidance, for I am a terribly wretched center. I am so, so grateful to God for not giving up on me and for guiding me. I hope to follow Him perfectly.