October 27, 2025

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(I felt too tired to post yesterday because I was still recovering from my surgery).

I was worried I was feeling worse after the surgery, but after a really good nap the previous day and a good coughing up, I felt much better. This day God also made me feel much better. I am so, so grateful to God for this and for answering my prayers.

I was indulging in sinful thoughts, and then watched Mass. The homily cautioned against sin using the specific word I was thinking of when indulging in my sinful thoughts. This was a huge wake up call for me for a sin I was refusing to repent of. God tries so hard to save me. I am so grateful and not worthy.

October 24, 2025

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This day was the day after the surgery, and I didn’t develop negative side effects. There wasn’t even pain. I was very worried about this surgery for a long time and God made it go so well. I am really so grateful to God for this. He is so good to me, and I am not worthy.

October 23, 2025

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I finally had my surgery today, and it went amazingly. God answered all of my prayers and more. He protected me from exposure to germs before the surgery, saved me from negative consequences, made me take to the breathing tube quickly, and He even made it not hurt. I am so grateful to God for making this big scary thing go so well. He answered all of my prayers and I am so grateful and not worthy I am a wretched sinner and not worthy.

October 22, 2025

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I was worried that there were things wrong with the lab tests I did yesterday, first that one of them was missing and second that the results were bad enough to prevent me from having surgery tomorrow. But everything turned out to have gone well. I am very grateful to God for this and for answering my prayers.

I wanted to get a lot done before my surgery tomorrow and managed to get it all done. I’m very grateful to God for this.

October 22, 2025

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I had to get some blood work done, but didn’t have time to make an appointment and had to walk in. I was worried about a lot of things, like having to wait a long time, being exposed to germs, and having difficulty drawing blood (which has happened in the past). I prayed to God about all these things. And He answered them all perfectly and did even more than I asked for. The blood drawing didn’t even hurt! I am very grateful to God for all of this.

I am trying to get work done before my surgery and got an important and big task done this day, as well as some other work. I am very grateful to God for this.

God gave me great guidance during my Bible meditation session and saved me from my own temptation. I am grateful to God for all of this.

October 20, 2025

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God saved me from my sinful self in more ways than one. I was feeling very sinful and sinning a lot the day before, but most of that temptation just disappeared this day. And God gave me great guidance during my Bible meditation session. I am so grateful to God for His awesome and merciful love. I am a wretched sinner and not worthy.

God answered my prayers. And I am trying to get work done before my surgery on Thursday and made good progress. My meetings also went well. I am grateful to God for all of this.

October 19, 2025

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I kept indulging in sinful thoughts, and God gave me amazing guidance throughout the day, first when I was reading the Bible, then during the homily, then when I was doing my Bible meditation session, and then when I was praying. God gave me clear guidance about what to do. God is so merciful and good to me. I am very grateful and not worthy. I am a wretched sinner.