For the first time since the pandemic, so for the first time in more than five years, I ate a meal at a restaurant (actually two, which I’ll get to later!) This is a momentous occasion, and I’m so grateful to God for making it go perfectly.
For those of you who don’t know, I have a medical condition that makes me high-risk for covid. So my family has been very, very careful ever since the pandemic started. But we decided to finally be brave and take our masks off to eat outside.
We started with a restaurant close to home with outdoor seating and went at a time that wasn’t busy. And there was really no one near us. We were objectively safe, with not even the waiters showing any symptoms. I also felt psychologically safe even when they were near me and I didn’t have my mask on. So in other words, it was perfect. I am so grateful to God for making this risky event go so, so, so perfectly. He protected me fully and answered my prayers perfectly. He is so good to me. I am not worthy.
We then went to a cafe and had coffee outdoors. People were a bit closer here, but I still felt psychologically safe. I am very grateful to God for this.
We then went to a museum. We went to see an exhibition that I didn’t have high expectations for but that turned out to be very fun. And I felt safe here as well (and we had our masks on). I am very grateful to God for this.
Finally, on a whim, we decided to eat dinner outside as well. We went to one of my favorite restaurants that we had only eaten take out from. There was outdoor seating here as well. And this time there was literally no one else in the outdoor seating area. And the waiters didn’t have symptoms either. So this was a resounding success as well. And I know for a fact that it is all thanks to God. I am so grateful to God for being so good and gentle to me and for protecting me completely and answering all my prayers. I am a wretched sinner and am not worthy.
And I am also so grateful to God for protecting my family completely during the pandemic (which is not entirely over yet, of course, but still). None of us ever got COVID. I was healthy. We went through major life changes safely. It is all thanks to God. I know He is literally showering me with blessings. I am so grateful and not worthy. I love God.