January 29, 2025

I almost choked to death while eating lunch. A lump of meat got stuck in my throat. Thankfully, it was not in the breathing pipe, so I could still breathe, but it was stuck nevertheless. After a while, my parents helped me get it out. The process was not painful at all. But I almost died. God saved my life. It made me reflect on how I’ve lived so far. I have not made good use of the gifts God has showered me with. I am resolved to use my life for Him and His glory. I am so grateful to God for saying my life and for making it not even be painful. I am so grateful and not worthy.

January 26, 2025

God gave me incredibly clear and detailed guidance throughout the entire day, during the Mass, while reading the Bible, and while meditating. I am very grateful. I keep sinning and don’t deserve His guidance, and yet He keeps saving me. I am grateful and not worthy.

January 24, 2025

The person I hurt forgave me. I had prayed to God about this, and He answered my prayers. I am really, really not worthy, and I am so grateful. I repent of my sins, all thanks to Him. He has showered me with blessings and I respond by sinning. I must stop. I am grateful to God for making me repent.

January 23, 2025

I hurt someone with words, but it was hard to feel anything. I should have of course repented, but I didn’t feel any remorse. I didn’t even feel a lot of anger or even annoyance against the person. It was scary to feel numb to sin. Then, God gave me the most perfect guidance when I read the Bible. And now I feel bad about my sin. I am so grateful to God for trying so hard to save me. Even when I’m drowning in my sin, He pulls me out of it. I am not worthy. And I am so grateful and so sorry for being such a wretched sinner.

January 21, 2025

God answered every single one of my prayers. My parents and I went to Napa Valley. I was worried about being safe during this outing, and prayed to God for His protection. When we arrived at the winery, we had to ride a gondola, and while it was wheelchair accessible, I (who ride a wheelchair) was scared. I prayed to God for His protection, and I rode it safely. Then, we had to do some wine tasting, and we were able to take our masks off because there was plenty of open space. Then, on the way home, our car flashed a tire pressure warning, so I prayed to God, and it turned out to be fine. I am so grateful to God for answering all of my prayers and for this great outing. I am not worthy.

I even got some work done in the car, for which I am grateful to God.

January 20, 2025

My new hobby is making video games. I wondered whether I should make games about the faith in order to evangelize. This afternoon, I was browsing upcoming game jams (kind of competitions where you make a short game in a short period of time) and I saw a game jam about parables from the Bible. This is the perfect, clear answer to my question! I am so, so grateful to God for this guidance. He is so good to me even though I’m a wretched sinner.

My meetings went well even though I wasn’t prepared. I am grateful to God for this.